Today was just one of those days where I was looking back on the things that have happened in my life in the last ten years and the people that I have met. And I realized that I have been missing out on what life really is! My day to day is focused on paying the next bill, getting the kids fed and off to school on time and my frantic search for a third job, and I have missed all the simple beautiful things while focusing only on the stressful things. Like today it was a cool crisp morning and a warmer afternoon, I could hear the water trickling down from the gutters as the snow continues to melt. The birds chirping the frenetic songs of on coming spring.
The grass showing signs of green and the buds begining to poke out from the limbs on the tree in the front yard, hearing the children running around the house laughing at something silly! How could I miss all these things, the very real things that make easier to handle, easier to see through all the junk and remember what all the struggles are for. How could I not see it, ahh a new day and a new epiphany. I will get through this, life wont always be so hard.
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About Me
- Rissa
- I'm a newly single mother of three wild and crazy kids, my life is centered around them and the things that they need or want. Somewhere in there I hope to find myself again, the new and improved me. My greatest wish was to become a writer of fiction, but that has not come to pass, so I just prattle on about nothing haha
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